if you love her, let her go

I did my best to make her happy.
instead I'm always compared to matt.
I gave her everything I could. love, what ever I could help her with, no matter what it meant for me. nothing was too great. because when you care about someone, you do whatever you can to make them happy.

but I'm not enough.
I'm always just a temperary replacement until she finds her next guy.
I can't do this anymore. I can't fall this far into depression.
I've never wanted to kill myself before last night.
The only thing I can do is give her what the only thing I have left to give. the only thing that doesn't make me happy.
Give her freedom from me

I've always refused to fail in whatever I want to succeed in.
but I have failed.

I can't make her happy.
I can't.

I can't conquer this.

I will die alone.