release.

its so nice out today.
I was almost pissed that someone decided to pick me up and relieve me from my 45 minute trek from the train station to work. Of all days for someone to show compassion and give me a ride, they picked the day thatd I'd actually enjoy walking. I've been walking in negative weather w/ snowstorms! and today was nice.
oh well...
I'm excited for spring though. seasonal depression is the worst.

I just came back from Chin Music Studios in Cleveland, OH where I was recording my band's new EP. it was SOO much fun. even though I was sick a good bit of the time I was there. We have a few more parts to finish in Boston then we're having it mixed at the studio.
Our target release date is May 9th.

My mom & I are back on speaking terms. honestly, this makes me so happy. I really couldnt imagine living the rest of my life not talking to her. we talk pretty much everyday now. we still dont completely see eye to eye and probably never will, but I'm still glad we get along a bit now.

I'm get my car from home within the next 2 weeks.
this is great news for me, because so much of my life is limited without a car. plus I'll finally be able to move closer to work and away from Sahra's family. I love them to death, but I need my own place. I don't belong there.
I'm probably going to be moving in with my buddy Ben at his place. Hopefully it'll all work out.

things are generally looking up for me. its been a long winter. and my band has been one of the few things thats been keeping me somewhat sane.

like one of my band's new songs says:

"Make some room with your fists and say
Don't close you eyes
It may be the final time
Before you see my face again
So sing along
When you burn me on your blank CDs
And I'll never be alone
So sing along
And I'll know that I'm alive

This is how I know that I'm alive
When I step into the light
Where I have nothing to hide
Three cheers to the life I left behind
And I'm never coming home
Till I find some peace of mind"


I suppose I write how I feel.

leave some love!!