BJ Appreciation Week

it's Brittany-Jim Appreciation week this week!
if you feel like giving me a BJ, then that's cool too! :P

I watched the lion king this weekend with kayleigh. its really a very nicely cut film. I think I might watch it again this week.
what's strange though is how I've been able to relate things like the lion king to my own life...
idk if I'll end up with a happily ever after

we had a party saturday... I guess I haven't been in a party mood as of late, but I decided to have fun this time. and I did. kayleigh, zach, meg, corianne & I all went skinny dipping drunk at like 3 in the morning. :P

I've also realized that I'm incredibly selfish when it comes to my best friend. I keep giving her a hard time about her bf because I don't like him. when really, I should support her... I promised her that no matter what I'd have her back and that we'd always be best friends.... but I can't seem to keep that promise.
I really love her. even if my other friend doesn't want me to talk to her... I'm going to continue to love her. because she's the one person that really truely knows me.

on the upside of things, my band has a new drummer and we're playing a lot of shows over the next 3 months.

I've been having weird thoughs, urges, & cravings...
idk...
hahaha
I'm confused, upset, although I feel like I'm making a little bit of headway in life.