who the hell do you think you are?
coming into my life and trying to take over again

but of course, I'm really just a bit lost again.
I opened MY "sweet mouth" ???
what about you? saying everything right all over again.

I can't deal with this. but unfortunately I'm going to have to find a way to work this out... and going back home is only going to make this all the more difficult.
I left GA for a reason. but maybe everything is finally catching back up to me... or maybe this isn't real... maybe I'm settling... maybe not. WAY too many maybes.

I talked to Tyler last night.
He just recently broke up with his GF of 3 years and you know what he said? "Fuck it. Music is so much better anyway"
holy shit. that was me 2 years ago. but I don't even know if I think the same way anymore. I'm beginning to think that it was a grave mistake.
Have I really changed so much? And if I've really changed, is it progression? or am I losing ambition?
...losing my will to finish what I started.

becoming a failure.

I've never worried about failure. I never even considered it a fear because I always refuse to fail. I always plow through any sort of pitfall and continue on my path to fulfillment.

I can't even believe I'm considering what I'm considering right now.
I've reached so far for what I have accomplished and what I plan to accomplish.

Am I really willing to throw it all away?


I think I'm at a major turning point in my life.
and I think that the truth is I'm scared of becoming everything that I left behind.


I'm Joey
I'm 20 years old
and I'm alone.




I can't wait to see all the kids in this video vnext week if everything works out with my plans to go home!