breathe.

I finally got my car this week.
how incredibly liberating. its really nice.

sahra breaking up with matt has been such an upgrade in life.
she suddenly became easier to hang out with.
I asked her yesterday why she insists that their are no guys she can date when I've always been waiting for her. and she said "I'm saving you for later because you're too nice."
why would she do that?
why would you risk losing your future someone by making them wait for you.
this is absolute torcher and pain.

savannah's visiting this weekend. I think she's exactly what I need to put my life back in focus.
this may be the best weekend of my life.

make damn sure.

*ORIGINALLY POSTED - 03/08/09*

jeezz.
can you say big plans??

so I didnt get my car this weekend. but I'm getting it this coming weekend.
bummer I didnt get it this weekend, but I'm still excited to get it soon!
its gonna ease my life so much!

the band's target release date for our new EP " A Few Words of Advice" is May 9th!
we're gonna have a CD release party!
actually its gonna be a show, but I'm making plans to make it into a party!
its gonna be amazing! i promise. be there.

ben & I are also making our own plans to take over the world.
I cant really say much about it yet. but basically, ben is a genius for thinking of it.
I cant wait to see if we can really make it work! if we do pull this off, its gonna be epic. like for cereal.

other than that. I'm annoyed at some people.
but we won't get into that. not right now. its only a short matter of time before I ger to move and not worry about her anymore. I've given my all into her and she doesn't really care. its always about her.
I'm done. there are people who actually care about me. I hope she realizes what she's lost. although I'm sure she never will.