So it's been explained to me that life is like a roller coaster.
Full of ups and downs until you finally come to rest.

I suppose too many good things have happened to me. And maybe the hill I was on was a little too high with a pending drop that was much father than I expected.
Needless to say, I've been on this decline for quite some time.

Issues of finance, music, transportation, savings, and friendships have all come into play over the last 2 months. All colliding into the trough that I find myself sinking deeper into.
And now, what I feared most, the possibility of losing the person that I care for the most has not only become a possibility, but a reality that potentially lies on the horizon of my future.

I'm at the point of the story where something will change
A climax if you will.
A point where I make a decision (or maybe, a decision is made for me) that will change my life forever.

I'm on the verge of complete recovery & total collapse.