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Wednesday, April 07, 2004

MAGNIFICO-O-O-O-O!...


Nothing Really Matters...


Jim - hmmmm today was full of nothing... and empty of everything... when I hit the bottom I sailed into the sky... it stretched me to the limits so that I couldn't be crushed anymore... the blinding darkness in the deafening silence of noise... noise... it reminded me to forget what I used to know and to remember what I never could think of... it gave me nothing to do but everything which it took away... the resurrection of my living, immortal soul... my soul... immortal... maybe just this once I can do something worth nothing... and stand idle while my passive ways prove to be all the world of value...
the noise... my soul... immortal...

Yup you guessed it... I played music all day... blah... time to play some more...
::Daily Lyrics:: - I see a little silhouetto of a man/ Scaramouche, scaramouche, will you do the Fandango/ Thunderbolts and lightning, very very frightening me/ Galileo (Galileo)/ Galileo (Galileo)/ Galileo figaro (Magnifico)/ I'm just a poor boy and nobody loves me/ He's just a poor boy from a poor family/ Spare him his life from this monstrosity/ Easy come easy go, will you let me go/ Bismillah! No, we will not let you go, let him go/ Bismillah! We will not let you go, let him go/ Bismillah! We will not let you go, let me go/ Will not let you go, let me go/ Will not let you go let me go/ No, no, no, no, no, no, no/ Mama mia, mama mia, mama mia let me go/ Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me, for me ~ "Bohemian Rhapsody" - Queen

From Colleen's Journal I Stole...


1. name: Jim... Joey... both of them are answering...
2. single or taken: taken
3. sex: what's that supposed to mean?
4. hair color: dark dark.... dark brown
5. eye color: brown

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who are your best friends?: define that... Colleen... ummmm... and some other people...
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yeah....

f a s h i o n s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: the black market in Nicaragua
2. whats better, pants or tops?: pants

s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: nope
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: pert plus
3. what are you most scared of?: clowns
5. who is the last person that called you?: Stan
6. where do you want to get married?: I don't know...
7. how many buddies are online right now?: 20
8. have you ever been in love? yes... I suppose

f a v o r i t e s
1. color: black
2. food: n/a
3. boys names: uhhh.... I don't know
4. girls names: Summer, Autumn, Khaki
5. subjects in school: Science... if you dont' count chorus o'course
6. animals: fox... FOXY FOXY!
7. sports: soccer....


h a v e y o u e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: everyday
2. smoked?: no
3. bungee jumped?: no
4. made yourself throw up?: no... stupid...
5. skinny dipped?: hehe... once
6: ever been in love?: I suppose... I LOVE COLLEEN!!
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no...
8. pictured your crush naked?: errrr..... no... I don't think... no...
9. actually seen your crush naked?: err... what kind fo freak do you think I am...?
10. cried when someone died?: only once...
11. lied: not very often... no reason to...
12. fallen for your best friend?: yes..
13. been rejected?: HA!... reject Jim???... yeah...
14. rejected someone?: no
15. used someone?: no
16. done something you regret?: yes


c u r r e n t
clothes: PJs!!!... balck socks... whiel shirt... blue pants... I have on my shoes...
make-up: I don't wear that often
annoyance: My mother
smell: the ice cream my mother is eating
favorite band: err... ummm... it changes like every other day... ummm so... I'll go with hellogoodbye
desktop picture: star trek pic
book youre reading: Serpent Mage, book 4 of the Death Gate Cycle series
in cd player: Page Avenue by soty, Beatles 1 by The Beatles, Trial By Jury opera
in dvd player: The Used EP DVD
color of toenails: normal...

l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched in a sexual way: who would do that?
hugged: one of my relatives...
who imed you: Colleen
you yelled at: I don't know... it's been months... years maybe
you kissed: err... I don't know...

a r e | y o u
understanding: oh yeah
open-minded: for the most part

arrogant: some might say I am
insecure: am I?... it doens't matter... I suck...
interesting: as a doorknob
random: at times
hungry: not right now
smart: not to boast but... yeah, I am
moody: nah
hard working: you have to be to live at my place
organized: to a degree
healthy: quite... except that I'm far underweight
shy: at times...
attractive: HAHHAHAHAHAHAH... that's funny
bored easily: no I'm easily entertained
messy: no
obsessed: sometimes
stubborn: ... okay... yeah... I guess
a tease: I can be

R A N D O M
In the morning i am: manly looking
all i need right now is: COURTNEY!
love is: nice
i dream about: going on tour

o p p o s i t e s e x
what do you notice first: shoes... which is weird... I don't know how colly came up with that...I think she heard me say somethign about it and copied me...
last person you slow danced with: ..... no one...
makes you laugh the most: myself...
makes you smile: Colleen
who do you have a crush on: Courtney
who has a crush on you: I don't care anymore...

d o y o u e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: *sigh*... yes
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: sometimes
wish you were younger: sometimes
cried because someone said something to you?: *sniff*... yes...

N u m b e r
of people who ever broke my heart: 2
of hearts i have broken: ... none
of guys ive kissed: none
of girls ive kissed: 2...... but one kissed me..... so...
of continents i have lived in: 2 if you count central America seperate
of very very close friends: 0
of cds i own: I can't count them all
of scars on my body: I don't know

F i n a l Q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like fillings these out?: yup
2. gold or silver: silver
3. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: no idea... the passion... I dont' know...
4. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: cold cereal... toast...
5. who would you love being locked in a room overnight with?: Colleen... or someone cool...
7. would you color your hair?: black
8. how many people are on your buddy list?: 123
9. drink alcohol?: no