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Jim -

ONE

1. name: Joey (Jim)
2. age: 15
3. what religion are you really?: Christian
4. which one were you born into?: christian
5. republic or corporate playground?: mixture
6. what's your favorite genre of music?: I don't know if I can make it just one... probably classical though
7. favourite punk band?: Ramons
8. hardcore band?: DIARY OF DECEMBER!
9. ska band?: FIF
10. pop punk band?: MxPx ? they suck now.. but there was a time....
11. emo band?: ummm... I don't know... NFG?
12. screamo band?: ummmm I don't know... maybe... i don't know
13. '77 band?: not all that much of a 70s person
14. local band?: shortcut, o'course
15. retired band?: ummmm don't know....
16. old punk or new punk?: I like the both about equal
17. britney spears or bob villa?: eww... bob villa
18. camaros or mustangs?: errr... mustangs
19. is punk dead?: yeah... pretty much
20. is the scene dead?: ummm.... I guess
21. turkey or to-furkey?: HEY! leave us vegetarians alone!....lol... niether
22. how many licks DOES it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?: 286
23. jurassic park 1, 2, or 3?: I didn't like any of the movies but...... ummm.... 1
24. favorite cheese?: nicaraguan white cheese!.... lol..... no.... I don't really care
25. what's the worst injury you've ever had?: a broken heart
26. what's the worst injury you've given someone else?: a black eye
27. violence- cool or stupid?: ummmm... depends... it's not always stupid... but it's never cool.... bad choice of words
28. therapy or shooting people?: shooting people works better.. but we can't go around doing that can we..... so therapy

TWO

I see: My pc screen
I need: A life
I want: A life
I have: no life
I love: Courtney
I hate: ... I don't hate anything...
I miss: Courtney
I fear: Caroline B.
I feel: Weird
I hear: My computer running...
I smell: My cereal I'm about to eat
I crave: .... food?
I search: the kitchen
I wonder: is this etable?
I regret: let's not go there...

THREE

Answer all of these questions with a lyric from a song.

1.) Are you male or female?: He was a skater boy...

2.) Describe your neighborhood: As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death....

3.) How do you look?: Demented as the motives in my head...

4.) If you could say something to the person you like, what would it be?: 1) If only I had one wish, I'd want a million trillion lifetimes that I could spend with you..... to fall in love with you again and again... 2) If only tears could bring you back to me... if only love could find a way... what I would do or I would give if you returned to me... someday, somehow, somewhere... if only tears could bring you back... to me...

5.) Where do you wish you were right now?: Way away away from here...

6.) What would you say to your best friend?: I love you just a million times...

7.) Any words of wisdom: DON'T PUT MARBLES IN YOUR NOSE! PUT THEM IN! DON'T PUT THEM IN!...

8.) What do you wish you were doing right now?: We ain't got no place to go, SO LETS GO TO THE PUNK ROCK SHOW!...

9.) What do you think of drugs and alcohol?: MAKES ME ILL!...

10.) If you could say one thing to your enemy, what would it be?: (if I had any enemies...) You're not punk, and I'm telling everyone...

11.) What do you usually do on Friday nights?: i just want to ride my skateboard just want to play my bass... every now and then strum a chord, sometimes land right on my face... have you any ideas? i can't tell by a chart ...i wanna do what he wants me to, i'm gonna do my part. yeah... All I've got is a skate board, and I guitar.... go to alot of punk shows..... and I drive a car

12.) Are you for world peace?: false finite ways of thinking... false fiction they're believing... entropy is still promoting chaos... it's chaos, it's your loss...

13.) What do you think about school?: Dreaming of dropping out of school..

14.) How do you feel right now?: Everything's gotten so complicated

15.) Any closing words?: YOU GOTTA DIE, GOTTA DIE, GOTTA DIE FOR YOUR GOVERNMENT!

I think the Daily Lyrics have been covered quite well today...

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He's Breaking Your Heart...

Jim - Well, Colleen told me that I need to update my journal more... So..... I'm being an obedient child and obeying my daughter...wait.... err...well.. anyway... speaking of Colleen.... I finally told her how what exactly she means to me... even though I was told that she already knew... but that's okay... she was probably like... "this is obviously the most idiotic guy I've ever met....". But that's life... Once I get over it, I'm gonna be really happy cuz Courtney just promised to marry me, and that's all that really matters to me now... I saw some of my cousins and they were like... "You've really grown up... I bet you're breaking the girls' hearts...".... lol... I just laugh and say "No.... actaully, they're breaking mine..." and then they walk away all.... "oh.... okay..."... well.... that's about all of my boring life that is on a downfall right now because of all the e-ville turn of events...
The Band - Same place, same day, at about 11 am
::Daily Lyrics:: - Finally got the nerve to tell you/ How much you mean to me/ You said I was your best friend/ A real sweet guy, but that's all I'll ever be/ And I'm still here waiting there/ To catch you if you fall/ I don't know why I care so much/ When I shouldn't care at all ~ "Your Boyfriend Sucks" - The Ataris

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This Is All I Have To Say...

Jim - Courtney left me, Colleen's going out with someone else, Autumn.... well.. yeah...my life is falling apart, and I'm turning emo... any questions?.... I HATE HOLIDAY BREAKS
The Band - Practice, Friday, Hyrum's place.....
::Daily Lyrics:: - Well I don't think you like me/ Well I hate you as well/ No one seems to like you/ Wish I couldn't tell ~ "Abuse Me" - Silverchair

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Right Where I Want You...

Jim - Well... today wasn't as bad as I predicted it would be... I'm still pretty depressed about my life... but I manage to keep myself happy...I think I bombed the World History test... it was harder than I expected... I got an "A" on the health test though... Mr. Miller is making mad... I got a 1/3 on a lab and he won't even give me a direct answer as to why I got the grade. I think he really doesn't know what I did wrong himself... I was walking with Courtney, on my way to science, and this fuss ball thing was floating around and suddenly just like went up my nose.... that was the highlight of the day.... but then I got all depressed cuz I knew it was the end of the day... I hate coming home... I'd rather be at school everyday than to be at home... today would have been the 3 month mark for me and Courtney... but it wont be until tonight at 8:08 pm... *sigh*... I'll then go cry and stuff... but that's life... Thanksgiving holidays are coming up... I'm dreading them... at home and no school.... Boredom... 5 days of torcher... I hate school vacations... welp.... I'm gonna go be depressed now...
::Daily Lyrics:: - Then in violent, flustration he cries out to God or just no one/ Is there a point to this madness and all that he was/ Is just a tragedy/ He feels alone/ his heart in his hand/ He's alone/ He feels alone/ I feel.../ Then on that last day he breaks/ And he stood tall/ and then he yelled... and he takes his life ~ "Poetic Tragedy" - The Used

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Cuz I'm Alive...

Jim - I stole this from colleen's live journal... ummm... enjoy????
Name: Joey/Jim
Do you like it?: ummm not Joseph.. but jim and joey are good
Nicknames: Joey, Jim, Jim Bob
Screen names: InvalidSleepGTX
Age: 15
Birthday: 2/5/1988
Sign: Aquarius
Location: GA...
School: Davidson Fine Arts
Status: depends on what you mean....
Crush: Courtney
Virgin?: yup
Natural hair color: extreme dark brown
Current hair color: uhh same... but it looks black cuz it's short
Eye color: brown
Height: 5'6".... I don't really know... just my guess
Birthplace: Augusta, Ga
Shoe size: ummm.... I wear women's shoes.... sooo.... it's 12
Bra size: hahaha..... I usually don't wear one considering my gender
[ family ]
Parents: Inez
Siblings: none
Live with: mom and aunt
Favorite relative: I don't have one
[ favorites ]
Number: 969
Color: black
Day: Thursday
Month: November
Song: "Alburquerque" - Weird Al
Movie: Don't have one
Food: no favourites
Band: MxPx (old stuff, cuz the new stuff SUCKS!), The Used,
Season: the changing from summer to autumn
Sport: not a sports person but I do x-games sports
Class: science
Teacher: DINKINS!...haha
Drink: errr..water
TV Show: I don't really watch tv that much but I go with South Park
Radio Station: they all suck in augusta
Store: Hot Topic
Word: Weasel
Animal: fox
Flower: errr.. I kind of like them all...
State: LA baby!.... CA
[ this or that ]
Me/You: You
Coke/pepsi: hate them both
Day/night: night
Aol/aim: aim
Cd/cassette: cds
Dvd/vhs: dvds
Jeans/khakis: khakis
Car/truck: as long as it works well, I don't really care
Tall/short: short
Lunch/dinner: lunch
NSYNC/BSB: they both make me sick.... but BSB
Britney/Christina: Hate them both...
Gap/Old Navy: ummmm I don't care
Lipstick/Lipgloss: don't really where those
Silver/Gold: AHH! silver kills the werewolves!... I can't afford either
Alcohol/Weed: alcohol
[ love and relationships ]
Do you have a bf/gf?: no... *tear*
Do you have a crush?: yes
How long have you liked him/her?: ummmm for a long time
Why do you like this person?: awesome, friendly, good personality, peeerdy
If you're single... why are you single?: I'm not worth the time
If you're not single... give details...: n/a
How long was your longest relationship?: 5 months
How long was your shortest relationship? errr.... like.... I don't know.. 2 weeks?
Who was your first love?: Colleen
What do you miss about them?: I don't miss them...I talk to her all the time...
[ the past ]
What is the one thing you would change about your past?: can't limit it to one
Last thing you heard: my mom talking
Last thing you saw: the pc screen
Last thing you said: "okay"
Who is the last person you saw?: my mom
Who is the last person you kissed?: courtney
Who is the last person you hugged?: uhh. I hug so many people... ummm... I think it was alex marrow
Who is the last person you fought with?: my cuz..... but it's all in good fun
Who is the last person you were on the phone with?: ummm courtney
What is the last TV show you saw?: ummmm.. A the used behind the band thingie on the dvd
What is the last song you heard?: "Duke of Earl"
[the present ]
What are you wearing?: white shirt, gray pants, black socks.... (let it fade to white!)
What are you doing?: typing this stupid sentence.
Who are you talking to?: no one
What song are you listening to?: "drained" - Shortcut
Where are you?: The living room/my room
Are you online?: yes
How are you feeling?: slightly depressed
Are you in a chatroom?: nope
[ future ]
What day is it tomorrow?: sunday
What are you going to do after this?: take a shower
Who are you going to talk to?: whoever I can
Where are you going to go?: right back here
How old will you be when you graduate?: 18
What do you wanna be?: I'm not sure yet... musician
What is one of your dreams?: to go on tour with my band
Where will you be in 25 years?: working on an album with my band... maybe in college again
[ have you ever ]
Drank?: ummmm I don't think.. no
Smoked?: no
Had sex?: no
Stolen?: I think.. but not on purpose
Done anything illegal?: yeah... but you know...
Wanted to die?: not really
Hit someone?: yes
[ other ]
Do you write in cursive or print?: print with a cursive twist....
Are you a lefty or a righty?: righty.... and lefty wanna be
What is your sexual preference?: doesn't matter although most of my friends are girls
What piercings do you have?: none
Any tattoos?: no
Do you drive?: yup
Do you have glasses or braces?: had braces once
[ physical appearance ]
What do you most like about your body?: ..... nothing
And least?: ...... nothing
How many fillings do you have?: ummmm 2
Do you think you're good looking?: ABSOLUTELY NOT!
Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: no
Do you look like any celebrities?: ummm.... no?
[ fashion ]
Do you wear a watch?: yes
How many coats and jackets do you own? no idea
Favorite pants/skirt color?: black
most expensive item of clothing?: my shoes
Most treasured?: my black sweater jacket thingie
What kind of shoes do you wear?: white NBs
Describe your style in one word: weird

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It Destroys Me. I'm Sitting Here...

Jim - Well..... my life sucks weasels... today was full of irony... after talking about Kyle's GF that died in a car accident 3 weeks ago.... to autumn saying that she's waiting patiently for me when I'm available ... to me telling her that I was surprised Courtney and I lasted this long.... that's right, you guessed it.... Courtney dumped me like a squirrel drops it's nuts in a hole before winter... Ah yes.... I can hardly type... I think I'm gonna go cry now or something.... A few friends in this dark world... they make me feel so much better right now... I love you guys...

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And I Picture It In My Dreams...

Jim - Well.. nothing really is happening to me worth note..... not that I can recall at the moment... anyway... I'm happy because I got a 101 on my Biology test.... I had a 98 but I went to Mrs. Pousman and protested my answer and she agreed that I could get credit for the answer... Paige got really mad at me for doing it though... she's not the only one in class who got a 101 :-) ... yet again, I missed ANOTHER science club meeting... it's madness... I think I'm gonna go for literary competition this year and stuff. that'll be cool... anyway... I guess I'm done here and there are 100 more days until colleen's birthday.... peace outside!
::Daily Lyrics:: - Sometimes I sit at home and wonder if she's sitting at home thinking of me/ and wondering if I'm sitting at home thinking about her/ Or am I just wasting my time ~ "Wasting Time" - Blink 182

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Letting Out The Noise Inside Of Me...

Jim - ahh, yes... another boring weekend.... followed by helping to move into the house next door.... and ... oh yeah, I GOT A NEW BED!... anyway.... my life is boring and the world is corrupt.... we're all gonna die....
::Daily Lyrics:: - Way away away from here I'll be/ Way away away so you can see/ How feel it to be alone and not believe (feels it to be alone and not believe)/ Feels to be alone and not believe anything ~ "Way Away" - Yellowcard

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My Girl Hates The IRA...

Jim - Today was coolio. Ms. Kelly wasn't at school today and we didn't have to have the Joy Luck Club test. It's been pushed to no earlier than Monday. We had a free heath period because the TV thing wouldn't work for the video. Before I took my Biology test, which I found surprisingly easy, I went to the restroom... Not paying attention to which one, I walked into the Girl's bathroom.... I was like "Oh... crap.."... and I walked back out and Wright was coming down the hall and we burst forth in laughter.... it was great.. after finishing my bio test like 20 min. before time to go, I went to Mr. Miller's room to work on some labs and get ahead. The Bus bell rung and I returned to class and walked out of the room on the second bell singing Hit Or Miss by NFG with Noah; Cameron, annoyed, following behind and hitting us on the head with his "Waterbottle of Justise". And here I am.... telling you about it... that's all for now folks
::Daily Lyrics:: - I'm Joining GSF/ I've made up my mind/ This thing called love/ Is just a waste of time/ Girls ain't no good anymore... anyway/ Not for one second have I understood/ Why they do what they do/ Why the say what they say - "GSF" - MxPx

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::BLINK::

Jim -

KILL MY FACE!

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And You'll Say, "What?"...

Jim -HEHEHE! okay yesterday was great... a forshadowing of how much fun all-state is... but this was only the auditions. although the bus ride was split up where the boys were in the back and the girls in the front, we still had too much fun... on the way to Loganville, I listened to music and talked to Nicholai and Cameron for the most part. We talked about various things and then I randomly started singing the beginning of Albuquerque by Weird Al, and everyone that knew it stated singing it with me... Cameron, extremely annoyed by our antics, started hitting me over the head with a water bottle. He used it as a noble tool to establish justise and administer justise to all who ride the bus. I stopped singing before I ruined my voice before my audition... we then called a few of nicks friends on his cell and said weird things to them and hung up and stuff... it was great. After 2.5 hours, we finally got to our destination. I saw familiar faces and talked to some of the people I haven't seen for months before we got in the line. Cameron and I then started with odd conversations that Paige found rather disturbing... it's always a lot of fun to get her reaction on things. When we got to the waiting room, we spent most of our time talking and laughing so that we wouldn't stress out it took a long time before I was called.. and I didn't know what song I was gonna use for my solo until I got in there... after the audition, I went and ate and hung out with my peeps. I desided to call courtney, and they all tried to take the phone from me so that they would harass her... it was rather interesting. about 20 min. later, we loaded on the bus and we were off... we left in song, singing chorale songs and I sung cameron's tenor solo with him and he hit me with the water bottle with a "Sing your own part!". We then stopped at mcdonalds because another bus from another school wanted to get food, and we wasted almost an hour sitting there.... we were all kind of irate about that and were relieved to go... we then started singing random songs like Bohemian Rhapsody and other fun songs. we were 30 min away from home when another bus had to stop for bathroom breaks... that made us flustrated that we were so close! bu them we started to leave without them and we cheered the driver on as we pulled off..... the guys sounding like we were coming home from war. lol.... I got home, Talked to my Courtney Pooh and fell asleep like 30 min. before SNL came on..... lol..... anyway... I guess that's all..
The Band - Practice on Tuesday, veteran's day.
::Daily Lyrics:: - white it out like glittering wax butterflies ~ "Maybe Memories" - The Used

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Demented As The Motives In My Head...

Jim - Blah.... nothing's really happening in my boring life... I got a performance at the radison hotel tom.... something to do... all-state auditions this Saturday. I'm not gonna go to the holiday ball now that I think of it... and a few other things that I had planned without realizing that there was gonna be a conflict... but yeah... my life is like that... anyway.. I guess I'm done here.
::Daily Lyrics:: - I would swallow my pride/ I would choke on the rhines/ But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside/ Swallow my doubt/ Turn it inside out/ Find nothing but faith in nothing/ Water for my tender/ Heart in a blender/ Watch it spin 'round/ To a beautiful oblivion/ Rendezvous/ Then I'm though with you ~ "Inside Out" - Eve 6

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All My Dreams Fall Apart...

Jim - You know.... one of these days, I'm gonna have an exciting weekend... maybe like.. I don't know.... do something. I'm currently writing a ballad for my band and it's sounding good... I'm also in the process of self-identification... I basically reevaluating my life, looking at what I have so far, looking at what my goals are and setting new standards, new goals and all the works... I'm also looking at my relations with other people... Blah! anyway... My band has reached a stress point where it can easily fall apart... I don't know why I'm the one always working my butt off to make sure we stay together... the problem is mainly time.... I don't know... but why does it seem that we never line up in schedule?... grrr... man... I'm about to give up if things don't start looking up soon... we're wasting too much time... and we don't have a lot of it... not with the plan... blah.... flustration
::Daily Lyrics:: - Re-e-e-e-e-jected! ~ "Rejected" - Rancid

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