Just Don't Take It Back...

Jim - MAN!!...... is life really supposed to be this stressful... I mean... grrness... okay anyway, here's the lowdown... Stress with the upcoming opera... gotta find music for musical theatre... exams in a few days... I'm behind in college (highschool is holding me back!!!)... I'm going through another semi-redefining moment... musically and relationship wise... musically, I'm just all creeped out about the mass I'm working on... I'm afraid to use modern chord progressions but it's so tempting... oh well... they'll probably kill me if I do... I've got the whole structure of my Kyrie down... I just gotta but it together now. relationship wise - I don't know... it seems everytime I figure it out, I gotta refigure out who my friends are... I mean.. Throughtout all of my time at DFA, there are a few people I know that have always really been my friend... Cameron & Noah are the main people there. I mean really... They've never really been like, "God.. you're annoying me, go away." Really... I think Cameron has always been one of my "closest" friends... it's weird when your mom asks you "Who's your best friend at school" and I'm like "Uhhh... I don't know..." Noah was my first friend at DFA... I mean... He actually went out of his way to actually talk to me. I really appreciate that... it's amazing... you should talk to people - it really makes a difference. I mean... it give people a sense of inclusion. Really... if all the good people reject an outcast, the bad people will let them in... and really... we don't need anymore bad people in the world... Enough rambling... I just gotta stick with my real friends... (this part of this entry was partly inspired by Eric's journal).
New Comments system... it's more like the Livejournal system... I think I like my old one better... but out with the old... if any of you guys want to be part of a joint partnership on this journal, let me know (that means you can post entries on this journal too under your own name)
::Daily Lyrics:: - Can we try for right now, free of doubt/ If you give the change I could try and figure out/ I'm kind of scared because I don't know how/ But I'm watching the close calls and catching my breath now/ There could be time when I'd fly away/ But you need to know that I'm coming back/ Don't want to push and pull anymore/ Just to get what I want, when you bring it all to me ~ "Runaway" - Mae